My Secret Garden

2005-12-31 - 6:08 p.m.

2005 finito.

green spiky leaves
Pretty green spiky plants at Royal Botanical Garden.

botanic garden entrance
Entrance of Royal Botanical Garden.A day to 2006.

2005, a year of transition. From an undergrad to a postgrad, from singapore to australia, from being single to being attached.

I am not someone who embraces changes as i would cuddle a giant teddy bear; I love anomalies and surprises in my life, yet too much of them wear me down. It's then i wish someone would tie me down to a single spot. So be it the earth revolves, but do let me stay. Stay.

In many cases changes are inevitable, but in my case, changes are a matter of choice. Ain't i glad i made these choices!:) There are no right or wrong choices, only choices which u can or cannot live to the end with.

Recalling major world events in 2005:too many sad events,nature unleashed its fury ever so vehemently in so many occassions: Katrina, Pakistan Earthquake, europe now facing an extraordinarily harsh winter. Senseless fools continue to inflict pains on our own kind, even more unforgivable, foolish leaders drive swords further into the wounds. Human sufferings.Prolonged.

New year resolutions? Never had them. Even i do i'll never stick to them. I m a girl with little discipline when it comes to long-term goals,i get distracted, i get fidgety then i ignore them entirely. To me it is the present moments that count. wanna do something? just get off ur butt n do it. Now. I guess i can do with a bit less of my selfishness though, especially towards my family, I have taken so much from my parents yet have delayed my intentions of repaying them once and again. I owe them. Alot.

And now it's time to meet up with darlin. He being another immediate concern of mine. I just wish that i can put a rein on my temperamental behaviour so that to lessen hurt i inflict on him. Lessen.

2006, u give people so much hope becoz u haven't been. so don't let us down.

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