Eaten Away

I wish I know what it is. If it is one specific thing at all.

That has been eluding me.

That is the answer to that swelling emptiness inside. Which is like a cancerous growth that is morphing at an alarming into a ravaging monster.

Why? Even when with the people I care about and care about me, even when we laugh out loud, do I still feel so "alone"?

Could it be Him (God) , like Jon said? He, who is ever ready to forgive all our sins love us unconditionally, as soon as we open our hearts to spiritual faith and invite Him inside?

The monster is gnawing at me bit by bit. I am slowly being eaten away. I am getting smaller .

God , if u r the answer, please come and save me quick.

Too late. Gone.